This is a reading of Elliot Rodger's journal, which was obtained from the police via a FOIA request. It covers his life from 2010 - 2014.

This video was uploaded for research purposes, and is not an endorsement of Elliot Rodger's beliefs or actions.

One of my viewers added timestamps for different parts of the diary, which you might find helpful.

(00:00) Disclaimer

(00:50) Part 1: Elliot Rodger’s Journal

(1:00) 04/05/2010 Happy to live in an oppressive society

(1:10) 04/21/2010 His thought on his 19th birthday

(2:10) His arrival to Los Angeles from London

(3:05) 04/23/2010 Battling his storms of emotions

(3:40) 04/25/2010 The discovery of Human Barbarism

(4:00) 06/19/2010 Dying his hair blond

(4:20) 06/19/2010 A hot summer, a painful recollection of his 19th birthday

(5:10) A sight of a hot blond girl, makes erotic fantasy

(5:23) Hates seeing the sight of young couples

(6:20) 06/24/2010 Attending a painful Summer class at Moorpark college

(7:00) Envious rage at a jock for getting a girlfriend

(7:55) Making an observation of a pool party

(8:30) Hoping to win the megamillions lottery

(8:45) Should’ve focused on becoming writer

(9:30) 07/03/2010 Walking down on the Beach of Malibu

(10:10) Envious rage at Addison for being popular

(11:42) Enduring the sight of a young couple in class

(12:10) 07/07/2010 Remembering embarrassing moments

(12:50) Hiring a prostitute is a lost cause for Elliot

(14:15) 07/21/2010 Reminisce the good times in the Planet Cyber Cafe

(14:55) 07/23/2010 His last day as an 18 year old

(15:40) 08/01/2010 Question his life and finding his one true love

(16:33) 01/06/2011 Quit his low class job to play WoW

(17:43) 01/15/2011 Trying to improve himself

(18:05) 01/17/2011 Its unfair that he’s not having sex

(18:45) 01/19/2011 Hates spending time at Moorpark college

(20:16) An attractive girl ignores Elliot

(21:24) Forever a virgin

(22:24) 01/20/2011 Grandma Jinx helps solve the issue between Elliot, Peter and Soumaya

(23:15) Taking advice from the secret and the law of attraction

(23:46) 01/21/2011 His attempts to be positive

(24:50) 01/22/2011 “To fight better is Power”

(25:38) 01/23/2011 Elliot’s age of enlightenment

(26:16) 01/24/2011 Putting his faith into the law of attraction

(27:55) 01/25/2011 Gaining more knowledge from self help books

(28:30) 01/26/2011 An obstacle that Elliot must overcome: A young couple

(29:35) 02/06/2011 Elliot’s Schism

(30:19) 02/09/2011 Accomplished nothing as virgin

(30:50) quits playing video games

(31:25) Important moment for Elliot

(32:05) Watching the dvd doc of the Secret

(32:50) Overcoming the sight of a young couple

(33:20) 02/10/2011 Elliot is haunted by Addison words

(34:05) 02/12/2011 Using his inner rage to fight in Karate class

(34:17) 02/18/2011 Stop taking anti depression medication

(34:35) Envious rage from the sight of teenagers getting girls

(35:06) 02/19/2011 Ellitot’s faith into the secret and the law of attraction is shaken

(35:30) 02/21/2011 Elliot’s Erotic dream

(37:04) 02/23/2011 Walking around the college

(37:35) 02/24/2011 Making progress to improve himself

(38:10) 03/03/2011 Ashamed of living with his mom

(40:10) 03/04/2011 Spending time with Jazz ( A good relationship, wasted)

(40:30) Working out and stop himself from masturbation in order to get girls

(41:15) 03/06/2011 Walking all alone and miserable at Serrania park

(42:15) locking eyes with a girl

(43:10) 03/07/2011 Beautiful girls from all over the world,
he could’ve been chasing,
but his time was already wasted,
he got nothin on them baby,
nothin on them baby

(43:34) 03/09/2011 Strong Sexual Frustration that will never end

(43:53) 03/16/2011 End of Part 1

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