Never thought I'd be the type of person to share a birth vlog. But, this means so much to me, and my life experiences are apart of the person I am and my life story.
So here it is, I got my vbac at the last minute.
This whole experience is something I never knew would happen, a son, another piece to my puzzle.
Whilst some may not understand the weight this holds for me, it's just different for some women.
My fertility problems and the 10yrs it took me to make this happen, throughout some of the ugliest circumstances I won't speak of.
Risks I took, travelling across the other side of the world for fertility treatment, all for it to fail. Never falling in love and being single didn’t help. Finding my donors, that, that is a whole other story within itself.
Getting pregnant and then the efforts to stay pregnant.
It's really been a personal battle and a whirlwind, a huge chunk of my life. This is a part of who I am and why I share this, I know I can't be the only person on this journey. All I wanted was to be a mother, something that comes so easy and effortless to some, is another persons unspoken years of heartache. This was the best day of my life.
Now all I want is to look after my little humans and be the best person I can be, I want to be strong for them and me. I've got a lot to carry on these broad shoulders. I'll never stop being grateful for this. But, I worked for it. Boy did I work for it.
Single mum life can be hectic, but I make a promise to myself to stop in the middle of the madness and enjoy the moments.
Ps. We didn’t film the parts where I screamed in agony for the epidural. I don’t think the internet was ready for that 😂 Hectic is an understatement.
Enjoy xx
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