Sylvia Plath's novel, The Bell Jar, has resonated with me ever since I read it—especially the passage about the fig tree. This is because making decisions for the future hold a certain finality to them.

In this video essay, I perform a close reading of the passage in question, examine the etymology of the word, decision, and explore the philosophy of making a decision, using my own experiences growing up with shame as a basis for analysis of the fig tree analogy.

➳ Featured Book
The Bell Jar by Sylvia Plath: [ Ссылка ]

➳ Other Sources & References:
Etymology of Decision: [ Ссылка ]
Sartre Quote from Being and Nothingness: [ Ссылка ]
That I Would Be Good by Alanis Morissette: [ Ссылка ]
"On Exactitude In Science" by Jorge Borges, found in Ficciones: [ Ссылка ]
Will to Power by Nietzsche: [ Ссылка ]
Capital by Marx: [ Ссылка ]

➳ Timestamps:
[0:00] Introduction
[0:30] Excerpt from The Bell Jar
[1:46] Etymology of Decision
[2:28] Sartre and the Existential Weight of Deciding
[3:14] Which mask to don on?
[4:04] My Struggle with Having to Decide
[7:37] How the Fig Tree Analogy Haunted Me
[9:06] How Society Ascribes Value to Identity
[9:58] That I Would Be Good (Alanis Morissette)
[10:58] Borges & Identity
[11:46] Hustle Culture, Mediocrity, and Danger of Productivity
[12:50] Nietzsche on limitations and Marx on Value in Work
[13:39] Identity Isn’t Fixed Because of Our Human Nature
[14:29] Rebuttal to The Grass Is Greener” Idiom
[14:46] We have the power and responsibility to change our lives
[15:21] Conclusion: Our Boughs Will Bloom Next Spring

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All music from Epidemic Sound:
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