Tryder - Lost (Explicit)
Prod. By: @beatzbysick9536 and Big Homie @EddEdoubleD

LYRICS:

(HOOK)
This Emptiness, this Emptiness, this emptiness is killin'
This Emptiness, this Emptiness, and I'm lost in it
This Emptiness, this Emptiness, this emptiness is killin'
This Emptiness, this Emptiness, and I'm lost in it


(VERSE 1)
This feelin' like I'm lost in this world, the talks we can't discuss
My heart is gettin' cold, but I can't kill myself
While engaged in chasin' of the light, that spot in my mindset
I hate myself for witnessin' things that I can't get
All I ever wanted was one who can understand me
21 since it begun, yet everything's stranger thing
Buds in counts of tons, never felt that affection,
Though one side, yet a confession
Nothing is permanent, and ends in desolation, not even family
Even though I got much than the entity
But a need for my soul, a part left empty
Strangers turned friends, strange passers found me interesting
I felt none's that worthy, in search of what's destined
Shout-out to my bros, I had ya back
Even when i was kissing death, they were as extra-sad
I was trapped in the aftermath, many saw me like trash
Some gave a hope, Tryder raised his hand
But homie, in this world, we need to hold a hand
Alone is a like a blackhole, you'd get stuck for entire lifespan
Everybody stay in denial, you limitin' in what you can
Let em' tears out, it's burdening, so you get to settlement
Perplexed with the feeling of love and hate
Swear it sweats me, like I'm fuckin' afraid
It is harder than ever and ever to forget your face
Cause I never saw someone as perfect to share
Thinking bout you like I'm lost in some dreams
Psyche down to earth as I'm abandoned under this theme
Fondness for you is still flooding like a stream
But this emptiness is makin' me scream


(HOOK)
This Emptiness, this Emptiness, this emptiness is killin'
This Emptiness, this Emptiness, and I'm lost in it
This Emptiness, this Emptiness, this emptiness is killin'
This Emptiness, this Emptiness, and I'm lost in it


(VERSE 2)
Friendship is everything? tell me why exists war?
Scars left, mass sped, Love's the last resort
Broken men at bars, narratin' story behind the scars
Like a ghost star in this universe, a monster's jottin'
What's a rage without a weapon and a talk without an affection?
I set aside my ego aside, then learned a damn lesson!
This shit is despicable, left me with questions,
Hard to find a way to fix like a broken vessel,
Going to open sessions, these apprehensions,
Under pressure, suppressed the tension like a muzzle,
This abbreviation to my creations,
Fabricated form of configurations, creating complications.
Is this mind a menace or me, the creator?
I'm startin' to heat up like I'm stuck at equator
This Impeccable beam to pierce the notion
Lot to cope with and time's on run,
Defied myself! without license, my eyes felt me frightened, abandoned tears like I'm dead though I constantly take breath, hole in my heart can't be sensed, except for myself
Despite altercations, despised all fundamentals, underwent through fatal psychosis, I believe It's a complex revelation, You seek joy through someone, you'll end up in turbulence!
(Don't fuck with this bitch! )
Just to learn that life's a gift, ruined by my decisions
I earned it, this life's a bitch and time's perpetrator if you tryna deceive such.


(HOOK)
This Emptiness, this Emptiness, this emptiness is killin'
This Emptiness, this Emptiness, and I'm lost in it
This Emptiness, this Emptiness, this emptiness is killin'
This Emptiness, this Emptiness, and I'm lost in it


(VERSE 3)
I ask to GOD, why he gave me this demeanor?
You showed a girl, i fell, can't forget and leave her!
Every time I ask something, felt even worse and meaner
Wish I could erase that memory, to move on, indeed huh
That charm of yours, it's a real perfection
Moment I realized that, there's exists a different person
Mesmerized in that touch, I desired you more than own self
Now my broken heart got minced to hundred thousand fragments
They say nothing exists forever
Maybe they never loved anyone as to suffer
This world is mean enough to be bothered
And I was made a clown for being real like none other
This all took my thoughts, my dart went aimless
Now I'm in misery, winding that shit on cadence
My hands shivered the moment I wrote this prose!
Will this make a difference? Could it Light this weightage?

(They say, pain's a vehemence, a bolster tool
I'm framed, as that path led me to the so called solitude)

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