This isn't going to be the usual description, but I gotta get real with y'all for a second. If there's a place you want to go, a thing you want to do, a person you want to love, a puppy you want to get, DO IT. Don't let money stop you. Don't let people stop you. Don't let anything stop you. I wish I could go back to my 13 year old suicidal self and tell her how amazing this life can be. I wish I could tell her I'd be making travel diaries of France, Amsterdam, and weekend trips across the country. I wish I could tell her that there are billions more people in the world that are good. I wish I could tell her what life tastes like. I mean real LIFE. If you've been thinking lately that it'll never get better, PLEASE trust me when I say that with a little time and a lot of patience, bravery, and trust, this life will make it all up to you and then some. There is a HUGE BIG JUICY WORLD out there and we only get one chance to eat it all up. Go out and exist in your truest and happiest form. Start small. Get that piercing you've always wanted or tell that certain someone how you feel about them. Eat a piece of cake for breakfast. From there, you will grow so fully and your life will expand to accommodate. Trust your gut every single day. Trust your life every single day. Trust the inherent goodness of this world every single day, even when it seems like it's totally gone. You are worth it. Every exhausting and painful step up is so worth it from the top of the mountain looking down. You can conquer anything. Grab someone's hand and follow your heart. I mean it.
Thank you for watching. I really do appreciate and love you. Sorry to get mushy, but this weekend just reminded me so much of the sweetness we get to drown in while we're alive on this Earth!!!!!!! IT'S SO GOOD!!!!!! Alright, ily, eat your vegetables, take a bath, meditate on why you're glad to be around :) BYE
