I'm depressed, but it's a defect I bet you can't detect.
Coz I wear my bold heart upon my weak chest,
It's my false confidence, my armour of defence.
Today I wake to run my one man race again,
feeling like another mother fuckin' caged hen,
digging my own grave, at my wood-grain desk,
unless I uncover a golden free-range egg - twice a days better!
Stuck clicking and clucking in designer fake feathers,
I'm a White shirt, blue suit, two phones, shiny shoes clone - quite gay get-up.
Am I the one rooster to realise I'm way better?.. than that!
I could have a fatter stack and bags of rack, that's a fact!
But I'm jam-packed into a sardine-tin, dumb as fuck crowd.
Computer nerd in a herd, my immune systems' run down.
But now the Principal is especially proud,
coz I'm working to death.. as well as his debts to the ground.
Wow!
We seem to believe the aim of the game is to provide,
But if it means a recluse life of less truth than lies,
70 hours of computer time in a 'corporate noose' & tie..
Shiiit.. I'd rather scoop icecream, lookin' up to the sky where true beauty lies,
.. coz my heart truly cries, lastweek I lost a good Brother to suicide,
He was battling demons and taunts of his partners abusive bribes.
He blamed the Rum and getting wasted but between You and I,
believe the killer was not spending pure time close to his wife.
Perhaps it was, perhaps it wasn't,
I Love You Ben Moller, you're never forgotten.
A devastating loss, but now he's flying stress free,
So I've changed jobs for my family, because we like to get free -
Don't wanna be a one-day-a-week Father and local Celebrity,
Remembering, to a child, LOVE is spelled T-I-M-E.
Now that's the one precious reserve you can't randomly purchase,
So I'm searching for a life that serves a family purpose.
I look into my wife's eyes, to see the dreams that she see's.
Let Her take the wheel and drive, coz I'm the greased machinery.
For without my friendly compass, my bright guiding light;
My directions are redundant, like a vision minus sight.
I will Love You Nicola Brown, for the infinite rest of my life. Thankyou.
