Lyrics-
Before I even start up
Lord forgive bout Puerto Vallarta
it’s getting easier same time is getting harder perverted mind
mama would ask me all the time
you getting rest if not maybe you oughta 
too busy out playing games
tryna put the other homey‘s to shame
not even realizing that somebody’s daughter, tiptoeing on eggshells
praying my phone wouldn’t ring
24 seven trying not to get caught up,
i’m lost in the dark
not even realizing the darkness I’m in
on the couch mixing juice with the Gin,
just looking forward sin,
How I get so blemished up in my Ways nowadays sin don’t look like it’s sin,
that’s the jail I was in,
One girl I would say for worse are for better same night I’m out looking for pleasure, Feeding the demon within,
rain falling out the sky
feeling like it’s God’s tears
cause some nights were so bad the devil would grin,
yeah A maleficent High,
I went to sleep then woke back up the homie like you could’ve definitely died,
yeah he a respectable guy
but fact is he did it With me The miracle is we both was alive.
Yea manipulating the mind
even to my friends I’m sorry I know I wasn’t the greatest at times
yeah I was too caught on a leash
drug and money silly me to think that that was really giving me peace
three of my closest deceased
it’s all fun Until you hear your bro overdosed now you incomplete,
I would talk about Jesus while taking turns doing Yeena so hypocritical who was I to teach, I was so lost back then
if I could bring them back now Lord knows I wish they could hear me preach,
yeah it’s freedom in the name
this whole time Yeshua has been the key for the chains,
listen no money no love no drugs no temporary feeling could clean all the stains
listen even when I had the girl had the money had to drugs none of it could really heal all the pain,
listen you’re chasing something but when you finally catch it you’re going to realize what you’ve been chasing has all been a game,
all the riches and the fame the money and the cars won’t go with you when you die so it’s really in vain,
what’s your eternal life look like
if you ain’t got Christ then your eternal life ain’t right,
heaven hell the devil had you all your life
it’s time to walk with God in your purpose shine your light,
Spiritual war pick up your sword man it’s your fight
You got Angels on your left and Demons on your right
he lied to you when he told you making money was life
He lied to you when he told you being gangster was tight
he lied to you when he told you you should cheat on your wife
He lied to you when he told you you should give up on life
he lied to you when he told you that’s just something you like
he lied to you the devil he lied to you
