Did I win my pro card to become a professional bodybuilder at the national bodybuilding competition? 🏆
I've been in a bodybuilding comp prep for the past 55 weeks where I compete to try and become a pro natural bodybuilder.
So how did we do?!
Unfortunately we didn't get our pro card this time 😭
Honestly, I'd be lying if I said I'm not upset. Of course I am - I'm a human being (and I've been so optimistic about getting a pro card this entire time 🤣).
But, I'm a logical person. I honestly don't think I would have won and gotten my pro card because the talent was insane. BUT, I do still think I looked great, so I'm more shocked than anything with the results because I didn't even place top 5... But that's bodybuilding. Sure you have to put in the work, but it's also a subjective sport at the end of the day.
If it's the results you didn't want, well it's just a matter of going back, improving, and then trying again.
So in saying that, we're deciding not to go through with the final competition next week because honestly, I'm tired, hungry, and burnt out. I can't even imagine having to deplete and peak one last time to be honest. I just want to go back to being healthy as soon as possible for now...
Is it a waste that I stopped now after over a years worth of prep? Nah, and honestly I'd rather leave it at an open ended question of what if for now... Who knows? Maybe I could have potentially won next week, or I could have done worse.
But I truly think that the top level pro bodybuilders are on another level and I don't think I'm quite there yet both on a muscular level and on a mental level. So it's back to building until I feel like I'm ready for the next one 💪🏼
But honestly I am so grateful for all your support. You guys are definitely one of the reasons why I was able to make it all the way to the end, and for that, I fucken love you guys so much ❤️
Meet and greet in Brisbane is still happening though so stay tuned for the details tomorrow!!
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