So this is why I disappeared from Youtube and Instagram for a few months - What an utter disappointment on myself
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I think I just needed to talk it out - Thank you for listening / watching beautiful YT family.
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Ultimately, yes, it was my own fault. My intention is not to throw a pity party, I just needed to get it out and sort of backtrack and somehow justify why I made the decisions that I made,
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Thank you all who have been following me for a while
